I need disappear,  exit from here,  be sick to death of from here,  my home,  my city,  my country,  go of from!

Need help urgently

Ángel?  Came here please!
I need your help to take off my fellings in my heart, in my head, in my mind.. 
My life is shit,  my mom is sick...
All days her cry, am abundant this.
I want to dissappear this is obsession.
She was false,  make crocodile tears, 1 minute okay,  else minute bad,  more bad,  so I to go mad.